Thursday, December 30, 2010

Once in a lifetime


New Year Eve 2009 - New Year Eve 2010

My life found its new meaning, love came into my life unannounced and captured my heart wholly.
I never expected life would suddenly change its course and find an untrodden path all on its own.

We saw each other, there were moments of steady intent gazes, but then we went on our own separate ways, living our own separate lives. We bumped into each other again, thanks to the great creation of the Genius, Mr. Mark Zuckerberg. I guess it was Dec 15th or 16th 2009, that we began our quest to conquer each others' heart :) (We started chatting that day.. lol). It turned out, we had plenty in common, from being self acclaimed authors/writers to award winning couch potatoes and many many more.

Together, we were like house on fire, the back and forth correspondence we sent each other are now a part of my amazing fun box which I usually open to bring a little zing into a rather dull and boring day. Writing about them made me crave for another re-read.. just read it all to my heart's content.. its always so much fun to read our messages.. lol.

We actually started talking over the phone on 23rd Dec 2009, checked the date in my mails.. :P
Guess I was at my frens, preparing for a concert and we were just about to have dinner when he called. I couldn't hear him well cos of all the ppl around me, I remember telling him that and I told him I'll call him back in sometime. So, that was our first conversation, hearing each others voice for the very first time. Short wasn't it... lol!!

There were so many first times... first time we confessed love for each other, first time we met & saw each other in person, face to face... to tell u the truth, it was very weird.. talking over the phone is way too diff from actually meeting the person and talking in person, watching the words read and heard coming out from an unknown stranger... hehehe.... but we got through that hurdle too, he was just so supportive and understanding, he just made me get over that phase of slight hesitation with such ease, suaveness and chivalry, that I got completely floored.

REST AS WE SAY IS HISTORY....

We R Getting married Next Year, February.. Feb 16th, 2011, is the wedding date... Well wish me luck as I embark on another quest of my life...

Wednesday, December 29, 2010

My Life, My Choice!!

Why do people talk so much, why cant they just shut up and mind their own business. Why do they have to open their stupid trap and ruin everything what was going right. Such petty, small, narrow, low thinking beings exists in this world... in my world.. God Why!!!
I was actively preparing for my upcoming rock concert, I was so excited to be performing again after a decade. The fun jam sessions in the evenings, the silly bantering between band mates. Life was going great. Then out of no where, my cousins who I wouldn't have ever expected to be such morons spoilt it all for me, just one day before the slated date for the concert. I was devastated, almost dropped out of the event altogether. They were so discouraging and such spoilsports, calling me all kind of names and scaring me off by reminding me of my wedding in 2months and how the society/community would react to such blatant, loud and crass behaviour by a soon to be bride. But why oh why does the society/community think performing in a rock concert is a crass and cheap act. I seriously dont understand.
I'm just singing and not stripping in public. Oh My God, I dont know why people have to presume that anything done for public entertainment has to be vulgar & trashy. Also I dont get this double standards that society has, why when a guy does the same thing in a similar circumstance, nobody bats an eyelid, he gets off scot free and then when a gal does the same thing... a volcano erupts.. Give us a Break, u cheesy, no good, down-rated, down market folks!!! I'll do as I please, cos its my life and it should be my choice. I acted like a real rockstar & showed my middle finger to all of them who put me down and blocked my way to fame & glory.
Well 23rd Dec marked the rise of a star or rather the rebirth of Venus Noise Trap (as I was called during my Slack Jam days). I had a blast on the stage, even the compering part was super fun with back & forth bantering with the audience.
So, all you guys who are artistes in your own way.. any way.. lol... just dont let the world decide it for you, realize your own talents and potential & show to them, what you made of.
As Mr. Fred Durst correctly puts it... "This time I'm gonna let it all come out
This time I'm gonna stand up and shout,
I'm gonna do things my way,
It's my way
My way, or the highway"

The chills... frzzzzzzz.....

Manipur has never seen or experienced such freezing weather ever... not in a million years.. the temperature has dropped to a minimum of 2 degrees, can u believe it, its not even in the Arctic region.. lol.. M sitting in my office thinking of bright ideas to get myself warm enough to get my fingers properly functioning cos i need to finish a pile of work here.. look at my plight here ppl.
The sun seems to be shining on the other side of the globe n dis face is facing the mother nature's wrath.. ooohhhhh.... my teeth are chattering. M going to put on some nice dance tracks & start dancing or something, otherwise ders jus no way m goin to feel warm. Any better ideas. Well my boss has not stepped in yet, so might as well take full advantage n blow up the speakers n shake my booty.. lmao..